You know that I'm waiting and you have to know that I really like you. No, I love you.
Well, I was reading what we used to be chatting is the little conversation box in msn, me and you. I was reading it, and as I went on I could no longer hold back the tears, they just rolled down and trickled onto the ground. I told myself to be strong and I shoudn't even be reading it, but I couldnt help it, because I can't stop thinking of you. You told me you'll be different, and so I trusted you on that, but it seems that I've deceived myself again. Yet again, I told myself to believe. That being with you makes me happy, just thinking of the first time we got together lifts me up but at the same time knowing what had happened just kills this feeling. I miss being teased by you and holding your hands and walking me back home. Jumping into puddles and still holding your hands....
I can't help but to love you more and more. To be in your embrace and knowing that you love me, it's a blessing.
God has plans, I know.
I'll keep waiting, even if it takes forever.
Fred, you know that I love you.
Cousin's wedding on my Birthday. I'm thrilled and over the moon .
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