Valerie's feeling so so down now. I seriously am.
Flung math test really badly and didn't even get a PASS for overall.
Such a failure, a LOSER ! You stupid idiot ! DUMB !
What is wrong with you? WHY IS THIS EVEN HAPPENING?
Now.. I see no hope in math.. I'm afraid I have to disappoint my parents again. I'm sorry daddy and mummy . Im sorry.
I'm just so useless.
sigh.. now about him.. he's so busy.. the more I think of you, the more I yearn to be right by your side. I just want to be by you all the time.
And you never seem to have the time.
I don't know what to do, I'm just so lost now.
God please help me and guide me through torment. I feel like I'm losing everything, my happiness.
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3:44 AM
