A little disappointed. Not looking forward to the holidays, knowing HE would be very busy and so will I be.
SHIT THIS .
He's been very busy lately. I am too but not as busy as he is.
OH WELL what can I do, no matter how much I wanna see him, I shall try my best not to show.
He just needs more time. I don't know.
He is always telling me he'll do this and that but in the end, he doesn't.
That is when I feel rather upset.
and when upset + upset + more upset and disappointing stuff is adds up to total depression .
this isn't good at all !
Sometimes I just feel like telling him off, but then again, I'll tell myself that he's already so stressed up, why must I add on to it. So I'll just shut up and he'll have all the peace he needs and that he'll also have some time to relax.
And I hopefully all these little things I'm doing will help him. I just want you to be happy Fred =)
because I love you .
uoy rof gnitiaw eb lliw I//;
5:57 PM
