Is he really that busy? Can't he even reply my messages? He has to take so long just to reply a simple message.
SIGH... sometimes this is why I don't trust you.
I'm sorry, but what you do for now just can't make me trust you?
Can you just understand? That I really love you and I just want to be with you.
I'm here trying to do everything I can just to be close to you and yet you just don't seem to get my point. You still don't understand what I want.
Sometime.. waiting for your replies can be so frustrating, thinking what you'll be doing.. who are you with? and when will you EVER be free... sigh sigh sigh......
You don't know how much I need you.
Yes, you told me to have faith in you and now I ask you to have some time to let me be with you.
I really want to be with you. But you never seem to have the time, its always either school work, extra lessons, tuition, cca.
You've lied to me. you said you would bee free after your camp but... you're not at all. Its worse !
can you atleast try to understand how I feel.
even if I were to be hanging out with a hundred or thousand friends, I can never be happy. truly happy. I just pretend to be happy.
You are more than a friend to me. I wish that you'll be the guy I first knew, the one that had the time to chat with me, help me with my work and always saying that you wanna meet me. but now.... things have changed a great deal. I became the one who's pestering you and hoping you'll have the time to meet me.
The time I spent with you seems to only be minutes and seconds. How I wish that minutes and seconds can turn to eternity. How much I long to be with you.
But despite all these, I believe that God will help me and save me from such an upsetting situation. With God, I know that things will all be better for me.
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3:04 AM
